Dead men walking

Often times while I'm working I'll become sad for, frustrated with, and angry at my co-workers. Most of the time it's not necessarily because of anything they have said or done to me personally, but  just the fact that they don't care about their own souls. Not to mention the price that Jesus paid to save their souls. I asked God to help me to love them, and people in general, like he loves them. So it's difficult sometimes to see them, laugh and joke with them, share our life stories both past and  present, and realize that one day that there is a very real possibility that they will stand before God having rejected Jesus Christ as their Savior. That they could spend all of eternity in unimaginable torment separated from God. What makes it even more difficult for me is knowing that it doesn't have to be, they don't have to be cast into the lake of fire, they don't have to suffer forever, why won't they listen,why won't they accept Christ, why don't they care, uuuhhhhhhh, why why why??? I know God loves them way more than I do so I wonder how much more He is grieved over lost souls.

Is Hell a real place?

Jesus is coming

Jesus Christ is coming, all the signs are being revealed. Repent of your sins and make Jesus Christ Lord of your life before it's too late. Please I beg you, God so loved the world that he gave His only begotten Son that whosoever would believe in Him would not perish but have everlasting life. If you confess your sins to God He is just to forgive you and cleanse you from all unrighteousness. Please before it's too late. It is appointed for man to die once and then comes the judgment. Think about your life, your soul. God is not looking for good people. For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God. He is looking for humble and broken hearted people to save, deliver from the power of sin and comfort. Evolution is a lie you are not a descendant of an animal, you are made in the image of God.

Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord SHALL be saved. I know you don't understand everything going on in your life right now, but please hear me, GOD LOVES YOU, so much so that He suffered for you bled an died (in his humanity) for you. He rose from the dead and lives for ever to make intercession to God the Father for you. Ask Jesus to be your Lord, ask Him to be your Savior, ask Him to forgive you of your sins, ask Him to baptize you with the Holy Spirit( the Comforter) invite Him into your heart TODAY. And be baptized in the Name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.

Don't look at Christians for your example, we fall short, look at Jesus. Get to know Jesus for yourself He is risen, he is alive, He conquered death for all those who will put there trust in Him. He was delivered for our offenses and raised again for our justification. God is offering Himself to you today, He is offering eternal life to you TODAY.

This a spiritual war going on right now, a battle for your soul, your eternal existence. This war is not fought with bullets and bombs. It's fought with the word of God and the Spirit of truth. The Light vs. darkness, truth vs lies. The devil's weapons are fear,doubt, worry,deception, greed, pride,anger, confusion, selfishness, idolatry, witchcraft,sorcery, evil desires.

The choice is yours. God you gives the option to either stay in bondage to sin or to experience freedom in Christ. The wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal in Jesus Christ our Lord. You don't choose the consequences of your choice and that's why God is gracious and merciful enough to warn everyone ahead of time. For His enemies the LAKE OF FIRE awaits. His enemies are all Liars,drunkards,whoremongers,adulterers,thieves,idolators,homosexuals, blasphemers and all others who reject Jesus Christs authority as King of kings, and suppress the truth in unrighteousness.

For those who repent (change their minds, turn away from their sins) and turn to Jesus heaven awaits. No more tears, no more death, no more pain and suffering, no more filth. Only peace, only love, only goodness,only kindness,only Joy, forever and ever and ever :) and ever :D and ever :) ) and ever Amen!

The goodness of God

I remember when there was a point in my life when having my own family was just a dream. I just wanted my own, you know. I felt so lonely and I cried out to God, literally, and begged him to give me a wife and children. One child at least from my own loins and more specifically a son. I knew I didn't have the gift of celibacy so abstaining from sex was extremely hard for me. Plus I wondered what it would be like to have a woman in my life that knew the Lord. I would be cool for a year, a year and half, then give in to my sinful desires. But God is faithful and gracious. My Lord Jesus stood by me the whole time, what seemed like forever, during that trial of loneliness and depression. I was in my early to mid thirties and still hadn't had any children of my own. I had smoked so much weed that I thought I may have permanently damaged the goods, know what I mean. There weren't any other males in my family with my last name and if I died or something that would be it. That thought dogged for awhile not only because there wouldn't be anyone to carry on the family name but I didn't to die without having a son to raise up to the Lord. Someone with my name to be a ambassador for Christ on the Earth. I remember God promised me a son. I heard Him say to me that He would me a son, but honestly over the course of the years I had forgotten that promise, but He didn't. Even I wasn't always faithful or good, the Lord remained faithful and demonstrated His goodness in this one of countless ways. He blessed me with a beautiful baby boy. Thank you Jesus for being so good to me. To anyone out there who is lonely, afraid or don't know where to turn, I say call on the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Call on God, he is waiting for you and wanting to comfort you and heal you and listen to you and save you and deliver you. Confess your sins to God he is not going to condemn you, he will forgive you. Ask God to come into your heart turn away from sins and be saved get baptized in the name of Jesus and experience all the love that God has for you.


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My God is so Good

Man I'm just thankful that God has chosen me to be a part of His family. He expresses His love towards me in so many ways but none more breathtaking than in the person of Jesus Christ. I mean the sacrifice, the care, the concern the attention that is given to me and all of my needs. (I am a very needy person :)) It just takes my breath away. I know that I don't deserve Him or what He gives to me, so that makes it all the better. Not to say that I don't get down sometimes or lose sight of why He made me, because sometimes I do, however He reminds me that He loves me no matter what I'm going through. Sometimes there aren't any external trials or difficult circumstances that am facing. You know like worries about bills, or problems with the wife or a death in the family or anything like that. But just my wretchedness staring me in the face and my sins constantly reminding of my failing Him so many times, you feel me? And then He embraces me in His grace and covers me with His mercy and it's like I can almost see His face, His loving eyes looking into mine and then I remember that My God is so good.

I'm back

I feel pretty good sitting behind the computer for hours like i use to do. Hope fully it will translate into consistent blogging. I have a lot on my mind but haven't been able to organize my thoughts enough to do anything with them, including making video's.

Yearning for Jesus

Where are you Lord? Come Lord Jesus come! Have you ever just come to a point where nothing or no one else really matters? A point where you are just so consumed by onething and that's the only thing that will satisfy you. Where you are wanting something so bad that you begin to literaly pant for it? That's where I'm at now in my desire for Christ. I love my wife and kids and I know that they love me. I have good job and good friends, a roof over my head, plenty of food to eat, but none of these things and people give me the joy and peace that God gives me through my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is the only one that.... me. I can't even truly express the way His love touches me,surrounds me,engulfs me,searches me,uplifts me,completes me,gives me hope and causes me to want to love him and others in the same matter.
The problem is I fall short and don't love Him like I should. I don't seek Him like I should. I don't love others like I should and I am reminded of my wretchedness,the blackness of my heart. In light of His goodness and grace, His mercy and forgiveness, His unfailing love towards me which He lavishes upon me unconditionaly, who am I too be unloveing and unforgiving towards anyone. After a brief moment of contemplation I realize that I am not worthy of Him. And because He is so Holy, so righteous, so pure and I am... well me, at times He seems so far away. Yet His graces reaches me where I am and causes me to long for the one who reedemed my soul with His own blood and I cry out where are you Lord. Come Lord Jesus come.